Complex life!

It's so difficult when you get some situation and you can't back to the past...then you have to figure out it and think about your mistakes, feelings and thoughts...what is better to you, which person you prefer to save forever and which one is not too important for you more, or maybe, it never was. When you have someone since you were a child close to you for all your life and then you see in some problem that you provocated, you really can feel as a shit for that moment, you really have to think about your actions, speaking, and about your friendship...what's it matter? that's really important for you and for your life? Of course, it is, isn't it? So, after a lot of times than I passed for the same fucking situation, I really learned. I learned that is better you be quiet than you try to help some friend, and doesn't matter if it is your best friend or not, you have only to defend him or her in their back and that's it. If the person who is talking about wants to talk with your friend, fine, if not, please, "DON'T PUT YOUR NOSE ON THEIR PROBLEMS!" The nest thing than I learned is, never talk about your friend's life with his family, trust me, it won't work very well, because if your friend tell you the problems it's because him or her just want that YOU know, ANYBODY ELSE MORE! The last thing than I learned happen not so far, I learned that when you are starting some relationship with someone new, be careful, keep calm, go slowly...any relationship can stars fast and have a good end, because everythings than happened fast, ends fast either. Now, I'm going very slowly, I'm having a great times, funnies, romantics, why not? He is not perfect, but until now, he is going very well and I'm very proud about me, I did learn already some parts of my new way. Some parts of my new life, doesn't matter if that one is romantic, profissional or friendly...I'm changing the worst parts of me from the past and now, I know how can I keep going my way, better and better...God bless me, God bless my family, all my friends, studens and their families :) Please, if you are reading it, try to change some bad thing and your life too and feel better after, I know you may get it! THANKS GOD FOR ALL NEW OPPORTUNITIES IN MY LIFE, FOR MY FRIENDS, FAMILY AND EVERYTHING MORE, I'M SO BLESSED :)